FOREVER 33 MY BEAUTIFUL SON MY SON JOSEPH VINCENT CESARIO WAS BORN AN IDENTICAL TWIN 0N SEPTEMBER 9,1978-NOVEMBER12,2011 OUR SON JOSEPH OF 33 YEARS WAS A SON TO BE PROUD OF..WE WERE CHOSEN TO HAVE TWINS AFTER WAITING 8 YEARS.HE WAS A BEAUTIFUL BLOND,BROWN EYED BABY,,AND AT THAT AN IDENTICAL TWIN IN WHICH WE COULD NOT TELL THEM APART. AS A TODDLER HE WAS MISCHEIVIOUS AND YET INQUISITIVE,,WITH A PERSONALITY THAT WAS BEAUITUFUL...JOSEPH WAS A CONSTANT CHALLENGE TO KEEP UP WITH .JOSEPH HAS SO MUCH LOVE FOR LIFE ..NOTHING WAS SAFE AROUND THE TWO OF THEM ..TAKING BOATS OUT AT THE YOUNG AGE OF FIVE WALKING THE CANAL PLANKS..JUMPING OFF OF COUNTERS,,EATING BIRTHDAY CAKES BEFORE THE PARTIES...THEY THOUROUGKY EXHAUSTED ME BUT i LOVED EVERY SECOND OF THEM..I WONDERED HOW I WOULD SURVIVE THESE TWO? I WORRIED BECAUSE THEY HAD NO FEAR SNOWMOBILING,FOURWHEELING,JETSKINNG SINCE THEY WERE YOUNG..BUT THEY SURVIVED,,WITH MY PRAYER AND LOVE.THEY WERE MY JOY ..THEY WERE PAIN AND PLESURE,,THEY LOVED ME AND SHOWED ME WITH EVERY INCH OF THEIR HEART NOT A DAY WENT BY THAT JOSEPH DID NOT TELL ME HOW MUCH I MEANT TO HIM.HE WA A VER AGGRESSIVE WROKER AND WANTED THE BEST OF EVERYTHING.AND ..HAD IT...NOTHING WAS TO DIFFICULT FOR JOSEPH .HE WAS A HPPY TEENAGE IN FACT MADE CLASS CLOWN IN 10TH GRADE...HE ECXCELLED IN SPORTS TRACK,FOOTBALLAND MADE ALLSTATE IN WRESTLING,,HIS FATHER WAS SO VERY PROUD,HE WENT TO ADRIAN COLLEGE IN MICHIGAN AND THE FIRST MONTH HE MADE HOMECOMING KING..THAT'S THE KIND OF PERSONALITY HE HAD,,THEN THE REST NEED I DISCUSS FLORIDA..........HE WAS SUCESSFUL HERE WORKED AT THE BANK OF AMERICA THE PREISDENT AND DOWNHILL FROM THERE............ACTUALLY I HAVE A BOOK I FOUND AFTER JOSEPHS DEATH COURAGE TO LIVE...AND HE USED TO SNEAK AND WRITE IN IT,,,IN IT HE WROTE" MOTHER i JUST WANT YOU TO KNOW WHAT YOU MEAN TO ME LIFE IS PASSING ME BY AND YOU AND DADDY ARE NOT GETTING ANY YOUNGER,,I JUST HATE WHEN YOU AND DAN HAVE TO SUFFER,,I PROMISE I WILL GT BETTER I SAW THE LIGHT AND I PROMISE I LOVE YOU MORE THAN LIFE,,I AM SO LUCKY TO HAVE PARENTS LIKE YOU AND DADDY,,WHO CARE ABOUT THEIR TWINS,,WE TRY OUR BEST MOMMY..MY STRUGGLE I PROMISE WILL BE IVER I AM DONE WITH THIS GARBAGE,,,I AM SAFE NOW..FROM THOSE PILLS..NOTHING WAS YOU AND DADDYS FAULT ,NO MONEY IN THE WORLD CAN HELP ITS THE PERSON,,,PRAY FOR MR MOMMY THAT WE CAN STAY STRONG AND WE CAN HAVE A NORMAL LIFE LIKE WHEN WE WERE SMALL,,I WANT A FAMILY LIKE YOU AND DADDY,,I LOVE YOU SO MUCH MOMMY AND TELL DADDY I LOVE HIM TOO JOSEPH ANTHONY CESARIO " I FOUND THESE LAST WEEK LOOKING IN MY BOOK